The pain is everywhere now. The cords are tight around my arms and my legs, the long cuts on my back from the scourge weep blood, but the pain is no longer confined to arms, or legs, or cuts. I am pain, a fire from head to toe flaring with every beat of my heart… or the drum… and the beat is fast, too fast. The fire is outside me too, at the edge of the clearing, wood from the ash tree, flames crackling and eager. The fire in my body longs to be reunited with the fire outside me and if I was not bound I would rush into its heart and be devoured. The woman I love watches, eyes fearful, brave enough not to comfort me. I endure. This is not my first journey on behalf of the people. Since I found my gift in the Summer of Fevers I have journeyed often when there was need. To find the will of the gods and the other beings who moved unseen in the woods and hills and mountains. Unseen by most, but I could see them. The heart drum beats faster and faster and I am sur